Yeahhhh.....
Well... true to history, my relationship with my girlfriend is falling spectacularly to pieces. Jen and I make the best of friends, but the last four months have proven us the worst of lovers. We're on a "time out", and she's going to let me know if she still wants to be in a romance relationship after the holidays. Call me crazy, but I sense a big fat 'no' on the horizon.
We hung out the other night, and it was just like old times: two friends bullshitting, having many good laughs, and cracking dirty jokes like when we were in the bakery. She was as beautiful as ever, and I was dying to simply hold her hand, but I'm pretty sure that ship has sailed.
So here I sit in loverly limbo. Cupid's purgatory; neither here nor there. "In a Relationship", but lonely as all get out, and with no recourse to alleviate the loneliness but to brew a pot of coffee, surf the web for things that make me laugh, and wait patiently...
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In the mean time, today the late afternoon sunlight was streaming in through my front studio room's windows, and cast a nice silhouette of my flash, stand, and umbrella onto the room divider:
There's been a slight uptick in photo gigs lately, and it's feeling pretty good to knock the rust off the ol' trigger finger. Did a great couple's shoot yesterday.
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So now it's Sunday, 6pm, and I haven't done a damn thing productive today. Now THAT'S my kinda day. :-)
We hung out the other night, and it was just like old times: two friends bullshitting, having many good laughs, and cracking dirty jokes like when we were in the bakery. She was as beautiful as ever, and I was dying to simply hold her hand, but I'm pretty sure that ship has sailed.
So here I sit in loverly limbo. Cupid's purgatory; neither here nor there. "In a Relationship", but lonely as all get out, and with no recourse to alleviate the loneliness but to brew a pot of coffee, surf the web for things that make me laugh, and wait patiently...
---
In the mean time, today the late afternoon sunlight was streaming in through my front studio room's windows, and cast a nice silhouette of my flash, stand, and umbrella onto the room divider:
There's been a slight uptick in photo gigs lately, and it's feeling pretty good to knock the rust off the ol' trigger finger. Did a great couple's shoot yesterday.
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So now it's Sunday, 6pm, and I haven't done a damn thing productive today. Now THAT'S my kinda day. :-)
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