I've been feeling a little confused lately. One of my close confidantes at work keeps using the word "experimenting" for my fling with Mr. Reiki. I keep telling myself that it's an established interest, not just a curiosity. Well, being one of low immunity to the "whatifs", I started wondering... whatif I'm confusing my open attitude toward alternative sexuality for a "thing". Is it just that I'm so comfortable with homosexuality that I think I must have those tendancies myself?
Just as I'm standing in line for the automatic checkout at Kroger, thoughts swirling in my head and colby cheese and hair bands in hand, a really cute (and very obviously gay) guy flashes me a smile. I blush and give a flirty little shy smile back.
Nah. I'm pretty sure I'm bi. I think.
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As you may have heard, Sandra Day O'Connor is retiring from the Supreme Court. Every candidate for her replacement is some crusty old guy who bases every single decision they make on Jay-sus and the Bah-bul. We're all fucked.
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Exchanged photos with Sarah. She's just so damned cute!
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Mr. Reiki just called. I'm on the phone with him as I type this. :-)
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For reasons unavoidable, I had to bail on Angela last thursday, which sucks bigtime. (hence the bottle of Jim Beam purchased thursday night) Here's to hoping nothing gets in the way next week. Since her man was there two thursdays ago, it's been a good while since we've had the chance to just sit down and have a nice heart-to-heart. I'm missing that.
Just as I'm standing in line for the automatic checkout at Kroger, thoughts swirling in my head and colby cheese and hair bands in hand, a really cute (and very obviously gay) guy flashes me a smile. I blush and give a flirty little shy smile back.
Nah. I'm pretty sure I'm bi. I think.
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As you may have heard, Sandra Day O'Connor is retiring from the Supreme Court. Every candidate for her replacement is some crusty old guy who bases every single decision they make on Jay-sus and the Bah-bul. We're all fucked.
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Exchanged photos with Sarah. She's just so damned cute!
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Mr. Reiki just called. I'm on the phone with him as I type this. :-)
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For reasons unavoidable, I had to bail on Angela last thursday, which sucks bigtime. (hence the bottle of Jim Beam purchased thursday night) Here's to hoping nothing gets in the way next week. Since her man was there two thursdays ago, it's been a good while since we've had the chance to just sit down and have a nice heart-to-heart. I'm missing that.
posted by Grover at 7/02/2005 09:48:00 PM
5 Comments:
I think you can take it as a given you're Bi. There's one thing being curious, but you're obviously very attracted to both sexs. Just consider yourself lucky, double choice - most of us only have the pleasure of attraction from one half of the species. Regrettably, people don't like greys much and will want to know which side of the middle you're on - it's not necessary to tell, or know that.
ROFL @ Jay-sus & Bah-bul.... Though you're quite right on your diagnosis, perhaps "god help us" would be an approriate close. ;)
You're definetly BI- You have the best of both worlds!
Yeah, but I'm not one for secrecy. When it comes to the grayscale, my straight-to-gay ratio is right at about 70/30, or sometimes 60/40 if the mood is hitting me right. I dont' think I'll ever be a perfectly equal bi. Women still have a visceral effect on me that no man has ever triggered.
But I can say that porn for me is twice as thrilling. :-)
Orb, your "god help us" comment reminded me of a bumper sticker I saw: God, please save me from your "good" people.
LOL, yeah they can prove troublesome.
You talk about being an equal-split bi as something to work towards, that's unnecessary. I'm sure very few are split right down the middle, we all have our preferences, very few are at 10/0 either.
As long as you are yourself, people will continue to adore you.
Andy,
It's Angela. I forgot your email address-so I hope you read this. I have a little story and it can't wait until Thursday @ the Avalanche. I went up to St. Mary's this weekend with John. I met his parents for the first time, and we had a great time. I had a few drinks and then we drove home. On our way home I was feeling pretty giddy and blurted out to John "I think I love you." Keep in mind we've only known each other for two months. When we got back to Troy he decided to go out with his guy friends...he hasn't called me since (and this all transpired on Sunday.) Maybe I'm freaking out, it's only been a day or two since we talked-but he usually calls me every day. I think I majorly scared him away with the drunken "I think I'm in love with you." I don't know what to do..I've left messages on his phone-I guess I'll just wait for him to call. He really seemed smitten with me! What do you think I should do?? talk to ya soon. Here's another little comment. When I told him I think I loved him, he stuck his tongue out in a playful little way and laughed. Then his cell phone rang. I've never gotten that reaction from a guy before. I'm pretty sure I scared him off. Why do I always fuck things up just when they're going good?
-Angela
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