I've been feeling off lately. I'm eating ok, and the cold has mostly gone. I'm getting enough sleep, enough beer to raise the spirits, and there is much laughter at funny things. I realized today what the ill feeling is.

At the risk of sounding emo, I realized my heart feels sick. Not like the sharp stab of jealousy or the shatter of being broken... it just feels queasy.



... like your stomach upon a whiff of rotten milk, or when you have the flu.

My heart has the flu.

And my cute little queasy animation won't work unless you click on it.