Umm... yeah. I'm tempted to delete that last one, but that's just not being honest now, is it? The root of it all was the frustration over how damned long since I've seen Dark Haired Girl. We were supposed to hang out yesterday (which I was enthusiastically looking forward to), but our plans to do so always seem to fall through.

Well, that, and I had spent the previous evening crashed at a friend's house lying alone listening to people fuck in the next room. All I wanted was somebody to curl up with and hold. What I need now more than anything is simple human contact, not sex. Sex barely interests me now... haven't even looked up porn in over a week.

I know, I know... give it time. A good night's sleep, if you can call five hours 'good', and I've chilled out. Time to go make the burritos now. Oh, and Happy mother's day y'all! Crap, that reminds me, I need to buy mine a card. Big family get together tonight after I get off work.